there are moments when clarity of thought prevails and possible futures flash through my mind – my own possible futures.

to realise these there is research to be done.  research i have attempted in the past yet ran out of steam for reason / reasons unknown.



igniting the inner passion is something i see i easily shy away from – like i’m afraid of my own voice.  with the ignition running i am aware i shy away from pressing down on the acceleration phase.  i’m stuck in a repetitive pattern that i control yet up to now lack the direction out of it.



time to trust myself


time to not be afraid


time to research… to play


time to be my holistic self