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The day dark matter was announced

Portsmouth April 3rd

Wake at 4:23 am unimpressed by consistency

one quiet day

Detail Carved wood

written within forming trees

gathering with others

all encompassing forests

who systemize me

#5lines

its

at last

Wednesday

Biggest

day

of my week

rough formed

waveform

now only

six days delay

L F O

repeated

incomplete cycles

until

Konfirmation

day


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‘If you have a Sunday free, place flowers on their graves’

Portsmouth – Leatherhead – Portsmouth

April 2nd 2013 World Autism Awareness Day

Indirect intervention plus one hour

Change in clocks seems to have thrown my PTSD waking into utter confusion – not able to work out the pattern yet – chaotic – maybe this will become a catalyst and change – waking anywhere between 4-6am but unable to sleep till 1am – no sleep is not good – maybe I feel like sitting at the computer and endlessly type ‘all work and no play make johnny a dull boy’

At the bottom of latest LFO cycle – periods modulated and seem to getting longer but dread the lows still – not able to write much but gets poetic instead

Not a KS day – heading to deliver work to Festival but time on train to work on lists of people to invite to 14th June at The Arts Catalyst.

In to work early and wrap the wrong work up and leave…..my faults will show when I get unwrapped

Aspergers unwrapped

Waiting at the station

I become distracted

so I tweet:


Sun

warms

at

last

as

i stand

alone

on

platform

seemingly

equal

to loss

through

breeze

and

my

self imposed

wind chill


Retweets Konfirmed

Look out of the train across clean fields near Butser Hill

I become distracted

so I tweet:


Field

plough’d

rigid

lines

of

white

flint

stand

still

drawn

into

brown

buzzards

view

thermal

circling

at

right angles

above

Retweets Konfirmed

Later on the train after Guildford change watching the sun fighting through leafless trees

I am distracted

so I tweet

Long

shadows

cross

beech

leafed

wood

micro

movements

creep

hugging

those

fallen

a few

months

before

returning

comfort

once

lost

Retweets Konfirmed


Later

after my faults show

they are ameliorated

as I return home

I am dys-tracted

so my next tweet is hidden


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