and last night was the industry private view for my course, although our course isn't industry based so it wasn't too busy. all the people were hovering around graphics and textiles and other thngs i don't know about. and tonight is our actual private view, scarey stuff. i dont want it to be over just yet. i've seen the real world out of the corner of my eye and i don't like it, not one bit. oh dear oh dear. its all coming too fast. i get my results a week tomorrow. eek. i just hope that i have done well. otherwise i'll feel like i've let myself down. and my work. my idea i guess. yes, i never wanted to let that down. i'll just have to wait and see i guess. crosses fingers, very tightly, more tight than tights.