a early sessation of sleep this morning has left me unsettled today, so i’ve kept the workings on the day to internal stuff. more work on sounds and programming of playback.
as i programme, i compare what i do now to where i have been. where i was, there was always a known outcome at the very beginning. now, very much like a painter or moore with his drawings, i work not knowing what the final outcome might be. this used to cause unrest within. i’m becoming more comfortable with my creative self, giving him space to make and try out stuff.