At the moment I feel like this brick wall, I don’t know if its something to do with the mad rush at the end of University or the fact that I am unable to obtain work but my mood is a as rough and weathered as this brick wall. I cannot seem to break through it at the moment. The manner in which the paint peels away from it is about as active as my brain cells are at the moment!
I don’t know about any one else but when I am not either working or producing art work I am unable to feel completely fulfilled and I am tending to waste my days playing computer games instead of getting out there and producing something! Its frustrating!
I did however watch a fantastic film by Stuart Gordon called stuck it was based on a true story of a Homeless person who was run over and became stuck in the persons window, the driver proceeded to drive home and park the car in their garage later on to kill the man and burn the evidence. The film played on the things that happened but Gordon was able to change this also. Basically I think the film really questions the morals of humans and also the stupidity of some. An absurd true story put in the form of a dark comedy and it worked brilliantly! I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry! Well worth the watch!
any way enough of that what to do! I did indeed promise myself 30 minutes a day on this blog, that quite evidently hasn’t happened and I feel completely ashamed and disgusted with myself! I need to drag my lazy arse up and complete or start something! I have the ability but nothing pushing me completely at the moment! What I need is something to drive me forward like these guys
Wasn’t that inspirational? So what do I have to hand?
- Black material.
- Umbrellas.
- My broken head prop.
- A knife.
- (this is starting to sound weird)
- My black robe.
- (my fish bowl has disappeared from university)
- White board.
- Bench.
- Door.
That’s about it! Right time to start playing!
