it’s thursday and i’m about able to think straight again. the public rehearsal took place as planned last sunday. there were a total of 90 in the audience and 45 participants. when i quizzed christine about the number 45, she replied, “yes one of the children had extra help from a parent !
for the project i need to write some reflective words about where i am within the project. i should be able to do these soon.
i have to confess that the feelings of tiredness is making me feel like not continuing. i have come a long way with this project and i am not about to let tiredness be a reason for not continuing, when there have been some much bigger obsticles place in my way that i have found ways around.
the feedback i’m getting about the snee snaw is suggesting that it is liked and ‘got’ and is proving to be incredibly attractive an idea for adults. they are able to have fun again, playing in the playground.
there will of course remain citizens who do not ‘get it’ and simply want to see it for what they want it to be. i find it difficult to relate to these however they are free to think that, and i expect the to respect my view of the snee snaw as they demand their view to be respected.
that is one downside of working in a designated public space, the public, they are varied, surprising and at times i feel terrorised by them. terrorism of course is in the mind of the recipient, so i have to process why it is i feel terrorised and reject the notion.
once i have the energy again, i can finish off the next round of publicity and look forward to four more performances within the arts council funded project.
again however some people my try to disrespect the arts council funding, as they are ignorant to choose to be ignorant about just what the process is to achieve the funding. if any one wants to know about how hard i worked to achieve it, i will happily talk to them, provided that they first come over and talk to me. if that person does not want to talk to me, i ask them politely to leave me to my research and move onto to somewhere else, where they are amongst people they can talk to.
the snee snaw at one level is about working together to achieve something. working together is relient on verbal communication. if verbal communication ceases, it saddens me to think about what then happens.
in the case of the snee snaw, the sneeze remains an elusive condition, that can be achieved by effort and perseverance.
i enclose a video demonstration of the snee snaw in the arboretum in derby…
