I had a couple of brilliant tutorials today that really helped me to realise that the confusion I am feeling is because I am human; wiith all of the layers and complexities, which, inevitably, come through in making my work.It is not always possible to come up with a definitive answer to a dilemma I set myself.
I understand that my tutors do not have all the answers but I think I was expecting to be able to find all the answers immediately within myself.
I now think that I will never have a final answer but along the way I will find insights. This will only happen if I keep on working and interrogating the work and my experiences as I go.
