I’m in the full throws of preparing for my upcoming show, ‘Firmament’ and it’s proving to be exciting and challenging in equal measure. Deciding to go solo is a big step. I’ve taken part in group shows in both the UK and India and there is something less charged about sharing the emotions and process with others. Doing a solo show is about saying, ‘hey, look at me’ something that isn’t within my comfort zone, not by a long shot. There is nowhere to hide and the success of the show is firmly on my shoulders.
Personally it has been an arduous journey to the point where I feel confident in my own voice and where I am in my career. I’ve been looking back at some of my previous work from moons ago and it’s good to critically look at where I started, what has changed and which connections are still part of who I am. It’s clear to me that control is one of the main threads to my practice, how I react to that control can lead to big leaps but also becoming constrained.
I think my work is best when the control and freedom work together. There is something about rules allowing me the freedom to be creative. The prime example of this is the petri latex series where the dishes provide the space for me to push myself and create magic.
The work on paper is more complex as the edge is more difficult to define, marking the paper goes some way to ameliorating this issue thankfully. The picture in the gallery shows a piece of work during at the process (right) and once complete (left), both have their merits, but they show how sometimes I find stopping a bit difficult. That ‘just one more movement’ can completely change the final work.
I’m putting together a lot of new work along with some of my older work to give a full demonstration of my journey. For me, this feels like the show is providing a place from which to develop once it’s over, to consider new ideas in connection with my current preoccupations and to see where I can take them.
One of the most exciting parts of the show is the development of my showcase installation which will be a huge feature in the venue. It will have 80 dishes in a range of colour ways in a backlit laser cut mdf frame. I’m working with a set recipe that will be repeated across all the combinations with some colours being constant and others changing. I’ve done something like this before (without a laser cutter that time), this version is a big leap forward as the dishes aren’t simply placed in the piece but in such a way that suggests movement through their position and colour depth.
So, for now, its full steam ahead! Only 4 weeks to go!
Firmament Show Information
Firmament is taking place at Thirtyfive Gamble in Nottingham on the 28th and 29th of October (10.30-18.30 Saturday – 10.30- 16.30 Sunday) and the Private View is at 18.30 on the 27th of October! Hopefully see some of you there!