I have been considering the road trip idea. These where the first thoughts on the idea of meeting up:
I’d love a road trip adventure with you both…
I’d love to show you around Liverpool…
I’d love to visit art galleries with you…
I’d love to show you my work and see some of yours…
I’d love to chat for hours over coffee…
Seconds later…
It suddenly feels very real…
This on-line version of me is much more outgoing than the real me…
Oh no what am I doing?
What if I can’t think of anything to say…
What if everything changes…
What if this isn’t the beginning but instead is the end…
Then in a mad panic I emailed Elena and Franny convincing myself that meeting up too soon would change the dynamics of our friendship and our communication. That it may completely ruin what we’ve got
A couple of hours and a few emails later I was back to loving the idea of meeting up.
Oh what to do?…
Elena wrote:
you know what?
we can do what we like!
change our minds as often as possible I say!
As for the project, ideas are swirling in my head still. I’m just stuck on how to develop them further than that. I always feel like this and usually find that swimming or a really good spring clean clears my head and then I can get stuck into something new. I’d rather swim but the house could do with a really good tidy so maybe that’s what I should do this weekend.
Or maybe I should just pretend I’ve tidied up and put everything in another room to make way for a messy art weekend instead!
Julie
