I’ve been excessively busy for the past month or so, with a lot of emotional upheaval taking place as a result of being made redundant (a case of being forced to leave just as I was about to walk away) so today I’ve had something of a crash and burn moment and have been very sleepy and a little tearful.
I was trying (and failing) to write this afternoon and an email came through from James about the Ship of Fools residency. He said he’d been having some really positive feedback on the videos we made together earlier this month, which reminded me that I ought to post them on here.
Watching these videos back today, I suddenly feel the pathos in them with twice the intensity that I did previously. I’m pretty sure that as a person who once felt inclined to jump from a high place and float into the abyss, I will always stay haunted by the possibility. Part of my psyche always somehow wants to keep it available as an option…… just in case. And I guess its that part of my psyche that drove me to want to make these videos.
I would love to hear some thoughts and feedback on them, if anyone has some…..
Jump – Part 2
