holding down the muse by her tail…

SURVIVED….!!!…the Private View went well, the projectors almost worked all the way through and the musicians were wonderful.

The audience was interesting and interested and arrived in large enough numbers that I think it is fair to say that it was a success… Despite the Cup Final.. Which was lost anyway, so it was much better invested time to view some art, mingle and hear some exquisite improvised music.

THE PRIVATE VIEW FOR MY EXHIBITION IS TODAY:
WEDNESDAY 23rd of May / (Cup Final day…!)IN THE ANGLICAN CATHEDRAL LIVERPOOL AT 18:30h (The performance will start at 18:45h..)
"Devotional Choreography"a 5-screen cine-film-projection installation
Steve Boyland, Jonathan Raisin and Ray Dickaty will perform music in response to the work.. ( improvisation; piano, voice and saxophone). And they are really quite exceptional, so don’t miss this opportunity to hear their performance because you really would be missing first class quality.
I hope you can make it.Birgit.

Below is the project description.. The shortes version I can manage:

The catalyst for this installation is the divisive force with which many people respond to cultural identities that differ from their respective indigenous one… Focus is drawn on the visual poetry of movement and gesture, which devotees of religion have over centuries developed to honor and express their faith. I am temporarily taking the role as the choreographer of an interplay; a chorus;a series of pas de deux between cultures…

(ORIGIN of Choreography: from Greek khoreia ‘dancing in unison’ (from khoros ‘chorus’ ) + -graphy )
I am seeking out what is shared between and across cultures, unifying symbols of what make all of us equally human..

The project specifically investigates ritual movements made during devotional practices, as these are common to all faiths. The exact choreography differs, but as in any good performance on a stage, individual choreographies combine to a potentially holistic whole.. The grammar and composition employed within dance is transferable applied to life: For a harmonic performance, a certain generosity and empathy towards fellow performers is required. These movements and rituals are shown as a multi-screen-projection-installation, whichexplores the aesthetics of an endlessly repeated choreography which is connected to faith and prayer and which is also still strongly emblematic of individual cultural heritage.
The ambition is to orchestrate a ‘dance’ about cultural kinship..

"Devotional Choreography"  cine film installation

This project has cost some sweat.

Today I am sourcing tv& dvd combi units. It is becoming clear that I am battling with the elements and that my best choice now will be to film each of the cine projections digitally and burn them onto dvd loops. Then I will place monitors next to each projector and explain that there are technical difficulties in keeping the installation running for prolonged periods of time and that viewing can be arranged by appointment and include an invitation to next wednesday's performance of the Boyland Raisin Dexter Trio, who will respond to the work with improvised music.

During this event the work will be shown as intended, but until then I just have to save my film from being chewed to bits…

Things have calmed down somewhat, I am still more tired than a bear can possibly be before his big sleep in winter, but the inner equilibrium is already making it’s re-appearance.

On wednesday the 23rd will be the performance at the Anglican Cathedral, of Steve Boyland and his two fellow musicians: Jonathan Raisin and Ray I think it’s Ray Dexter. They are responding to my work, and they are fantastically talented and very accomplished. There is nobody better or more suitable than these 3. Anywhere. (And they are equal in rank and status, it’s just that Steve Boyland has been my friend for so long that I tend to call them the Boyland trio… Don’t tell or I will get into trouble with the others..)

This evening I went to the ‘View Two Gallery’ here in Liverpool to the the first of a series of evenings, ‘Lost Voices’ organised by the three above. An evening of songs and musical performance of a quality I rarely get the pleasure to hear. Inspirational.

Brian Biggs (from the Bluecoat Gallery, Liverpool) was there, too. It’s good to see him around, I like his style. Other gallery running men look distressed too often, dishevelled and even unwashed sometimes, but he always looks collected and well presented… It’s important. And I approve. (Yes, we wonder here what makes me think my approval might count for anything, but here it is anyway..)

Tomorrow I am back in the cathedral to fix my un-ruly projectors who are very hungry and chew and gnaw and tear to shredds my films. If anybody happens to want to donate another £1000 or any fraction or even multiple of this, well, then I could get more copies of the films printed, which would really help, and I could get some decent, serviced, warrantied projectors which would be 100% relieable rather than only 25%..

Today my muse called and it all made me think how the last Biennial in Liverpool completely turned my life and fortunes around. I couldn’t live without my art work again. How I got through the ‘time of art-abstinence’ I wonder… Now my ambitions are staked as high as they can be; my input and commitment to my work is equal to that of a person to breath, who has been underwater for too frighteningly long…

I just struggle to clearly define what exactly I am aiming for. Success obviously, but what exactly constitues this ambiguous term success? I see artists of all types in all sorts of carreer incarnations.. Some are stationery, some travel like an eternally migrating bird, this premanent necessity for movement concerns me, I am not sure that I am cut out for it; for the consequences this has on friendships, relationships and personal roots of any kind.

But I don’t want to be a single-city-artist either. Absolutely not. But how do we effect and manage a balance? What does that even look like? I want to one day feature in Art Forum, October and Routledge publications and some of Phaidon’s finer ones, too.. I want to be written about in these publications and I actually want to write within them, too. And not just with biro after I purchase one, as I do already…

I want to have a choice within quality academic institutions, teach a little, receive international invitations to quality shows and quality dialogues. I want to take part in what defines art ‘now’. In the meantime I am struggling to articulate my current understanding, in fact I am struggling to understand.. Art is so busy, there are too many variables. Globalism is killing us all..

(Sweeping grand statement…)
Anyway, in case you are looking for me, then you can find me on: myspace.com/papersculptures