Where to start?!
I have lots of things going on and am starting to think this is a problem. Fragmentation leads to lots of little broken bits.
Knowing that I should be doing ‘good works’ I decided yesterday to cut up a lot of clothes into very small pieces. Seemed pertinent to the day. Pleased to say that it was the right thing to do.
As usual overthinking is both a good and bad thing. I have lots of ideas and it gets to distract me. Starting to think this may be a self destruction mode but have to go with the flow….
Good God I am so sick of failure! As if FridayFail were not enough – now it’s Saturday and Tuesday too!
Am I truely forever to be ‘always the bridesmaid and never the bride’?
Getting close to things is almost worse than being nowhere near – you get your hopes up, you spend more time and money and still end up with NOTHING….. It started off as a silly joke but I really am getting quite good at being a successful failure. This of course fits perfectly into my work ethos.
I really don’t know quite what to do – keep on keeping on is time wasting and demoralising. Making my own opportunities opens up a whole other realm of failure possibilibies. Hide in a cupboard? That’s the one I think…..
