cups of tea and jaffa cakes.
had a good day yesterday, did some editing, visit to the library, ordered some books on line. Today, slower, then it always was going to be, I used to get really worried about these contrasting times, now I see it as all part of the overall practice. I realise I can't do everythign in a day, and in fact what is the benefit of doing that. I know there are people whose life is spent working to everyday is that full on.
There is benefit is taking each day, slowly working towards something that is just out of reach, and by it's very out of reach nature, it remains out of reach. Like that big branch of your favourite tree.
Still a week and a bit till enrollment. Still that limbo of summer/back in study. Still in that enjoyment/oh no i have to perform for the module outcome.
My work has a duality to it at the moment. One path the dissertation research, the other the sea. Oh no, that was a summer project crashing in. The other being the development of my own visual language. A theorectical path and a practical path. Two paths, I hope the slabs are all even and without floor or unevenness. Oh hang on, uneven ness ness makes for a more interesting journey as there is more interaction to be done to get to the eventual end.
more jaffa cakes, i am way too low blood sugar.
