a slightly bust time.
this week has been slightly busy, mid term assesment of research progress and tutorial for dissertation progress.
one is in happier state than the other. somehow i've got the unhappier one with time spread before it, so i have two weeks to catch up, in my own mind that is.
staying happy and relaxed is prooving useful. in previous years the unhappiness got in the way of progression. obviously i would want everything to progress at the same rate. reality is not like that. it's more of a see saw forward progression, actually see sawing with a walking model applies. if someone says to me, "oh yeah, it;'s like that for everyone", i still struggle with how that helps me. i still have to waddle painfully forward at times. how does knowing about some one else's pain help me ?
attending an artist talk outside the institution this evening. i wonder what the audience will be like. the work under discussion of of a questionable quality.
oh it's so busy. must dash 4 tea.
