feeling a bit like that bloke armstrong.
today i'm preparing all the paperwork and disc for a submission tomorrow. it's exciting and rewarding to realise that it'll be a selected/not selected outcome.
i do have thoughts towards the impending assesment of work made in january. i have to be honest with myself about how that feels unnerving, coming from the second year when it seemed whatever i did it wasn't good enough or could be been better or "i got what you were attempting, i just thought you could have done it better".
the person who marked my work in the second year will not be marking it this time, their legacy is still with me. i'm digging deep to get myself centred again and enjoy the making and pulling together all the research to demonstrate that i can research and make and contribute to the aesthetic world of art.
agh, time for a lovley cup of tea. (no cakes, haven't been out to shop.)
