back to semblance of sustainable living.
thank you amy for pointing out something obviously very blatant yet to me was so not so.
my new friend is called eric and I did meet up with him again chris. it was lovely, we sat and looked at each other, not much was said, there didn’t need to be, the communication was within the eyes. we made a bit of a mistake with where we went for food. it was in derby, i’ll not tell where, it’s not important.
we spent the rest of friday together and much of the weekend. it was so free and easy, like walking in a field of willow, so grounded yet free to explore and experience things. i had some time on my own to clean up, which was a good time for me. cleaning is so rewarding, doing something that afterwards leaves a clean visible legacy.
he had to go away on sunday, we met and ate food again, another place, out of the way, very good honest food, there is hope I feel. i feel i got quite close to eric, he’s gone away now, not sure when i’ll see him again. there is an option of online assignations, i’m not sure they’ll be as rewarding as seeing him in the every day existence called my real world.
so i’m left with an enriched life and actually have been able to relax and unwind a bit. up until eric came into my life i was getting a bit lost.
i can now re-engage with my study. there’s another deadline in a couple of weeks. it’s for the proposal for the exhibition. i see the exhibition as something at the end of an elongated period of research. certainly i will have way more research in the assessment room than work on display. this is something that had been freaking me out when i thought about it late at night. i concluded, don’t think about it late at night.
with the exhibition proposal deadline looming, now is time for me to resolve the thinking and research, to a point where i can begin to propose how i will present it. i keep in mind, this is still part of my education, still part of a period of learning and as such should be fun, as attempting to learn in an environment that is not fun is really hard work.
having caught you up to date. i can now drink tea. cheers.
