Horizons Are Important

In the summer of 2018 I walked the 268-mile long Pennine Way National Trail with my oldest and least unbearable friend, Derek. We spent seventeen days together walking, eating, camping, and most notably, talking.

The intimacy of a seventeen-day shared experience may not be easily recreated, but through a series of day-hikes and multi-day expeditions in 2019, I hope to connect with other artists in a way that transcends that old chestnut, ‘networking’. Okay, so maybe I won’t transcend networking, but at the very least I hope to reinvent networking on my own terms. Put me in a gallery during a private view and I turn into one of two things: a text-art fanatic, incapable of leaving a silence for more than half a second, or a mute, face-twisting, grumpy-trousers who just wants to go home. Actually, either way, I just want to go home. Put me in my hiking boots, side by side with any other human in the world, however, and I will talk and listen until the cows move aside and let us through the field, quietly.

What follows is a blog covering both my thinking behind the project and its development throughout the year. The walking itself will form part of my artistic practice and, who knows, perhaps by this time next year I will have figured out how that translates into some kind of art object or event, or even whether it has to.

I will begin with a series of day-hikes, with artists that I have selected because I like their work, before hopefully snagging a bit of funding and opening it up to a wider participatory audience.

A side note: I am currently writing up my Pennine Way experience, with a view to publication. I will occasionally refer to that text and the process of writing it in these posts.


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Like most artists I know, I knew Megan Clark-Bagnall’s work before I knew the artist, and I knew the artist long before I knew the person. After today I feel like we speed-dated a friendship, going from acquaintances and occasional workmates (Megan and her some time collaborator Ali Brown employed me last summer to work on their M2AIR project; residencies for children, please take a look) to, at the very least, people who now know a hell of a lot about each other’s personal lives, character, and foibles.

Megan’s response to my initial email was an immediate YES! And through subsequent communications she expressed a preference for walking somewhere local and when she suggested the Bristol and Bath Railway Path (BBRP) I was sold – I have lived in Bath for 14 years but have never walked this path, and it would be this project’s first point-to-point walk.

I just had to spend all of the time between Walk 002 with Simon Lee-Dicker on March 10th and this one with Megan on May 14th finishing up the middle year of my MA and I’d be ready to concentrate on the project again. With that in the bag (A link will appear here if I ever choose to write about it) on May 7th I turned my attention to the route. It looked like we would head out of Bath on the riverside path and pick up the BBRP after a mile or so, then drop back down to the Avon on the outskirts of Bristol, from where it would take us in to Temple Meads station and I would catch a train back home. Thirteen miles, all told. More about that later.

The weather had been hit and miss for a week or so but on Tuesday the 14th of May it was glorious and, as I walked in to Bath from my home on the east side of the city, my heart sang with the birds and hummed with the bees – I closed my eyes and remembered the glory of last summer on the Pennine Way. There still hasn’t been a single day that I haven’t thought about it in what must be over a year by now. At the station I bumped into Natasha Kidd, course leader in Fine Art at Bath School of Art and Design, and we talked about Bath’s failure to retain its art graduates – where are the installation and video artists in this beautiful city? Drowned out by bronze hares and rainy street scenes, I suspect. Bath is in dire need of an artist-led contemporary space and studios, so perhaps we can do something about that, but that conversation is for another day.

After a brief wait for a platform, Megan emerged from the station and came bounding over, sunglasses and smile to the fore, and our walk began. Megan had brought some bread she had baked and we stopped at Sainsbury’s to pick up cheese, hummus, olives, and some amazing TREK coconut and chocolate protein bars. In the early part of our walk, conversation centred around our adopted cities of Bath and Bristol (I’m from Newcastle upon Tyne, and Megan is from Derby) and what they have meant and now mean to us. It’s interesting how one’s perception of a place evolves alongside one’s requirements of it. Home ownership, marriage, children – all the stuff we didn’t have when we first moved south – are parts of our lives now and with those commitments comes responsibility. I remember being told that as I was becoming a parent I would have to find a ‘proper’ job and be proud of the fact I had ‘had a go’ as an artist. Truth was I was only just beginning to have my go, and becoming a parent only strengthened my resolve to somehow make it work. Striving to turn my dreams into realistic ambitions and then achievable goals seemed to me to be a pretty good example to set to my infant flatmates, no?

In the beginning (it was 9:30am) we spent a lot of time looking out for cyclists and figuring out the hello-etiquette of this route. The best we could figure was that within about half a mile of the city, you say nothing. You march, head-down, into the mass of concrete, metal, and glass, but in the middle bit, which is slightly more rural, a nod or a hello is more often than not reciprocated. The cyclists are more chatty in the middle, too, as they seem less concerned with winning their own personal app-bound race against themselves.

‘I know nothing about nature’ said Megan as I pointed out a coal tit flitting through a hawthorn tree, early on. Hawthorns down here still surprise me with their scale. It’s mainly a hedgerow tree where I come from, so to be alongside their thick trunks looking up towards a tangle of branches is unusual still. I love everything about the hawthorn – its jagged, lobed leaf; life-giving berries in early winter; and of course the beautiful white blossom that freckles it at this time of year.

Other trees were pointed at and named; horse chestnut, ash, birch, and the unmistakable oak. The stand-out feature of this walk was the conversation, both in terms of how easily it flowed, but also the fact that it never really broke that flow. The BBRP is one long, unbroken footpath that is impossible to lose. The only time we stopped to refer to a map was around twelve miles in, when I needed a wee and Megan knew there was a Morrison’s coming up. It turned out to be a mile away, probably the quickest and least comfortable mile of the day.

Our views for most of the route were restricted by the trees that line the path. Having them occasionally open up to reveal a hint of a landscape became something of an event as we identified Kelston Round Hill (twice), the (decommissioned) Cadbury Factory at Keynsham, which Megan told me a sad story about in which the factory workers lined up to watch the final bar of chocolate – a Double Decker – make its way along the production line through a chocolately guard of honour. Very sad.

We stopped at Avon Valley Railway in Bitton for lunch, where we dined on those delicious pickings from Sainsbury’s with Megan’s bread and my pre-made sandwich of mozzarella, beetroot chutney, and rocket on toasted sourdough. I know, and it was a delight. The coffee at Avon Valley Railway was absolutely shocking, but combined with our lunch it gave us the necessary pep to hit the trail once more and strike north, for Bristol and ice cream.

The conversation ranged from Megan’s plans for building a back garden studio, to how my children are getting on in school, to storytelling (both to children and as an artist), and future projects.

We talked about Megan’s nascent capsule wardrobe and my shift to black trousers and teeshirt in February 2016. No joke: IT CHANGED MY LIFE. We discussed ADD/ADHD and autism/asperger’s, none of which we know masses about, but all of which we feel we have experience of to varying degrees. On the subject of later life diagnoses, I mentioned that when I was 13 I had my own fantasy football league going on, but that not a lot of football happened, and that it was more about the cataloguing of players and their individual abilities, and it’s only now, almost thirty years later that I am beginning to (sort of) make sense of why I was doing that.

‘Oh,’ Megan said, ‘So you were making stuff up and filing it?’

Yep. And that’s what I’m still doing now with these walks!

On the back of that, I brought up the topic of mental health and we discussed the precariousness of being an artist and the necessity for balance in life and the importance of taking time out, of being away from art for a bit, and I hope that these walks, though framed by my own artistic practice, allow my fellow artists and walkers to do just that. This project was initiated by my search for the answer to my friend Derek’s question ‘what’s the difference when an artist walks compared to a non-artist?’ and I put that question to Megan at about the ten mile mark. Once again it came back not to the artist doing it differently – you don’t have to be an artist to go for a walk and notice things – but that the artist then responds to it by creating something that wasn’t already in the world, be that a poem, a painting, or a documentary piece that covers the walk and all that it entailed. For the first time the old saw ‘I could have done that’ came up, as it was felt that maybe there was an element of that in the initial question. I am sure there was, although not from a position of arrogance or disrespect on Derek’s part, but rather from a need to see my position as ‘walking artist’ justified, and I think that’s fair.

I’d like to thank Megan for this walking experience. It stands out for its maplessness, its distance and duration, and also for the fantastic company along the way. You can find out more about Megan Clark-Bagnall’s work HERE. Please do take a look, she is an amazing person, even if she did make me do 17 miles on tarmac and 20 miles all told…


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‘I haven’t really planned a route..’
In an email on January 23rd, Simon expressed his preference for a sunrise walk and suggested a handful of dates, his email ended with a cautionary ‘the longer we leave it the earlier we start…’

Cut to 5.30 am on March 10th and I’m leaving Bath in an amber weather warning to get to OSR Projects at West Coker for the 6.36 sunrise. Had I gone with Simon’s next available date of April 28th I’d have already been on the road for a pre-6am start. A slight diversion (presumably caused by a downed tree) meant that I arrived by the light of early dawn – the sun wasn’t yet visible, but the sky was illuminated. I apologised as I filled my water bottle and donned by fleece hat, but I soon learned that Simon’s sunrise stipulation wasn’t really about catching the sun as it rose over the grid of fields to the east and south, through Dorset, Hampshire, and beyond. The benefits of dawn walking are similar to those of dawn writing – setting off at dawn means starting out with a clear head, yet to be crowded by the day’s events, encounters, and considerations. Then there’s the solitude. Looking out across a landscape stirring from its slumber. The odd farmhouse with bedroom and bathroom lit, and then the kitchen. We know the comfort and cosiness of a warm Sunday morning. Low lighting, sweet tea, the radio or Countryfile on the telly, the papers (does anyone still do that?) but we choose to be out here with our daypacks on our backs, filled with trailmix and coffee. We passed through fields in whose eastern corners nighttime lingered and crossed silent lanes, or holloways – the sunken lanes engraved out of southern Somerset’s shallow valleys.

Early talk centred around Simon’s self-described ‘restless practice’ – his work takes many forms, from drawing to organising a mass silent wild swim at last year’s Jamboree Festival. I first encountered Simon as a facilitator of other artists’ work, rather than as an artist in his own right, and we spoke about some of those projects – the work experience girl he hosted, whose review of an exhibition I recalled reading, and who is now away at university on an arts degree. We talked about last year’s Od Arts Festival, which he co-curated with Bob Gelsthorpe. Simon expressed great joy in enabling others and the frustration of not being able to get around and see everything that he had enabled!

We also discussed parenting – Simon’s children are about five or six years older than mine – how the anxieties that come with it never really let up, while the rewards, which come in waves, are ever-changing in their nature and scale. It’s easy to talk about parenting (or life in general, if parenting isn’t relevant) as the real world and art as something else, but that position also feels like kind of a cop-out. It implies we shouldn’t take art seriously. For art professionals like Simon, and aspiring ones like me, art is the real world – it is a vocation, a calling, a lifetime of passion and toil. It’s a bit self-indulgent, but so is golfing, and spending all weekend in the kitchen mastering your meringue. I don’t think mine and Simon’s discussion got to this, but these are all thoughts I’ve had since our walk.

As we entered the grounds of the National Trust’s Montacute House we ignored the sign advising us to give the trees a wide berth (remember that amber weather warning) and agreed to be vigilant in case of falling branches. Conversation tipped back into non-art life as we discussed an encounter I had the day before with a road-enraged pedestrian and how (thankfully) few and far between violent confrontations have been in our lives.

Our walk took us to the top of St. Michael’s Hill and up its tower, through which the winds howled and carried away our words before we could speak. Simon pointed out the route of the River Parrett, which rises in nearby Cheddington in Dorset and meanders gently to Bridgewater Bay, on the North Somerset coast. One of Simon’s earliest projects after moving here from London in the early 2000s was a walk along the River Parrett Trail, a project which allowed him to gain a foothold in the landscape while simultaneously meeting and talking with residents.

Our walk continued through some of Simon’s favourite routes, and at regular intervals I was offered the option of taking a route which heads straight back to OSR Projects, or an alternative which took us over a hill / around a copse / up a muddy track but out onto a hillside overlooking the valley, I chose the latter every time. We returned to West Coker at lunch time, our legs feeling every inch of the sixteen miles we had walked. Simon made a coffee and put on the stewp (half stew, half soup) to heat through.

At this point our walk was complete, but we were only half way through our day. After an hour or so of discussing other walking artists, books (Simon gave me a copy of Rebecca Solnit’s Wanderlust) about walking, and the current Simon Faithful exhibition at Hestercombe House, we moved into the project space, in which Simon had installed a number of his own projects that either involved or were inspired by walking. The following italicised text is from my original Instagram post a day or two after our walk.

‘Landlines’ (2004) saw Simon mow the invisible geographical lines of the British National Grid into the grass of a public park, creating a temporary earthwork.

‘Escape from the Blackdown Hills’ (2012) led to this mixed media piece in which the walked route is imposed in neon over the intended route, which is drawn onto the wood in pencil. The wood itself is sourced from the location in which the walk occurred. Throughout the walk Simon’s gaze was fixed on a bright red beacon on the horizon, which comes through in the neon of the final piece.

For the second piece inspired by ‘Escape from the Blackdown Hills’ Simon used ship-building techniques to find the theoretical centre of the Blackdown Hills in Somerset, and then completed eight ‘escapes’, which were recorded by GPS device. The drawing combines data taken from those walks combined with the solar calendar – each line, drawn outwards from the centre, represents a day of the year. The distance from the centre of the image to the break in each line, forming an off-centre oval shape, represents hours of sunlight. Finally, in the detail image, you can see some of the walked routes that Simon took, between sunrise and sunset.

It was an absolute pleasure to walk with Simon, and the two hours we spent talking about his work afterwards were just as rewarding. Simon reminded me that when I met up with him in 2017, to write about his work at Cotley Tithe Barn, I had expressed a desire to return to drawing. I had not yet made good on that desire, but in the two weeks since our walk I have picked up my pencil and am back at it – lying on the floor for hours like I did when I was boy. It hurts a bit now, but it feels great to be drawing again. I hope our walk was mutually beneficial, in that it offered Simon the opportunity to gather together some of his projects and discuss them in relation to each other and his wider ‘restless’ practice.

My next post will reflect more directly on the early outcomes of Walks With Other Artists. All images of artworks courtesy of Simon Lee Dicker.


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Walks With Other Artists.
Walk 001
Richard Draper, Photographer.

March 5th, 2018.

Richard and I discovered each other’s work via Instagram. I think I was scrolling through the #walkingartist hashtag and found images of the Ridgeway, Britain’s oldest road. Or maybe he was, I don’t remember, but it’s all there on Instagram somewhere. The Ridgeway runs partially through Wiltshire, which is my neighbouring county, so I figured that Richard might be an artist I could walk with. It transpired that Richard and I are both MA students at the same art school in Bristol, so my original thought was that we would meet there and chat about our projects. After a brief email exchange it became obvious that the best thing to do would be for me to travel to his home near Avebury, in Wiltshire, to walk a route plotted by him through the landscape that most informs his work.

We walked part of the Ridgeway which, at 5000 years old is Britain’s oldest road. We crossed and then walked along the impressive Wansdyke, a relatively modern earthwork from Anglo-Saxon times, named after Woden. The dyke, similar in design to Offa’s Dyke, is thought to have formed the Mercia-Wessex border in that pre-illuminated age. We talked about the human effort involved in constructing such structures, and the alluring mystery of the Dark Ages. Richard explained to me that Wiltshire was the ‘wild shire’, on account of its vast open spaces. There is much level or even ground here, though this shapely landscape is anything but flat, often falling away steeply or rolling in waves that decrease in scale towards the valley floor. As we came down from Wiltshire’s highest point, Milk Hill, I shared my recent discovery that the greened humps surrounding us were actually overgrown tree stumps, which I learnt on the Pennine Way last year. And of course I include my obligatory terrible picture of a red kite riding an updraft. Richard took me to see the Alton Barnes White Horse, whose picture I have chosen not to share, on account of the Ordnance Survey satellite view being much better. As we headed back to Richard’s home we diverted along the muddiest track my boots have yet seen and stopped for a selfie by the conical Silbury Hill, which I was reliably informed had been so thoroughly excavated during the latter half of the 20th century that its roof had fallen in. We walked alongside the crystal clear waters of what Richard referred to as the Winterbourne, but the map calls the River Kennet, though it was more a burn (or bourne?) than a river, and ended up back at Richard’s family home where we ate soup and discussed Richard’s work. His Photography centres on his experience of the landscape, but for me, Richard’s written account of walking the Ridgeway in both directions was something else – it spoke of walking, and of being within the landscape that inspired it. See more of his work on Instagram @richarddraper38 and his website.

Richard brewed a coffee when I arrived at his lovely family home, and baked a loaf of bread, which we ate later with soup and cheese.

We discussed the temptation of kit, lightweight, flexible, hard wearing etc, but agreed that really the walking is the thing, and it’s difficult to get too carried away by the paraphernalia.

Richard’s wife, Anna, was equally welcoming and was happy to sit and discuss my project and our day’s walk. Anna has embarked on a year long project of writing a limerick a day, which is worth following on Twitter @AnnaQuarendon. She wrote this one for us while we were out in the elements…

Though it looked quite like rain, there’s no balking
When two men determine on walking
Admiring the scenery
Hill side and greenery
Just enough breath left for talking

Quite brilliant.

I also met their big ginger cat, who was lovely but whose name I didn’t catch.

All in all a successful first walk, in which we discussed both Richard’s and my work, the nature of our chosen mediums, the difficulty with paying to show work, the joy of walking and being able to get away from the world, allowing ideas, thoughts, and feelings room to breathe. We chatted about walking artists and about public speaking. We even discussed our home lives and origins, and what led us to our current situations. We barely approached the big question of the project, ‘what’s the difference between an artist and a non-artist walking the landscape?’ But then maybe that’s the point – made by Anna at the end of our day – answers to that one will emerge as the project progresses, and maybe I should be walking with non-artists too!

This write-up was originally posted on Instagram here, and here. I’ve essentially re-posted my Instagram post here, because to a greater extent than ever, now that I have separated my personal life and my art work on there, it seems to be the place that I do my thinking. There and out walking, that is. I’ll be writing about this soon, as well as posting about Walk 002 with Simon Lee Dicker, this Sunday.

 


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Walks With Other Artists represents the first time that I have actively sought to generate work through my actions, rather than have ideas come to me over time and then figure out a way to present them.

This shouldn’t be misconstrued as my staking a claim for artistic genius; far from it. Previously I have made work that responds to my experience of the world, I’d have said I didn’t have a method, but that just means my method was to sit back, cogitate, and make something every few months that summed up whatever idea had been rattling around in my head. Perhaps I’ll make a separate post about what else I’ve done. The point is, the artistic genius that plucks ideas out of thin air is and always was a myth. An artist has to work, and working with the methods I have described here comes with the fear that one day the ideas will dry up. I’ll be graduating from my MA in the spring of 2020, and the thought of entering the world of residencies, workshops, teaching, and all that that implies with such a precarious way of working fills me with trepidation. Walks With Other Artists is my stab at instilling some confidence into my practice.

I had a tutorial with the course leader on my MA recently, in which I discussed some of my text-based art, some maps I’ve painted, and this project, ‘Walking With Other Artists’.

The text-based art, which looks like this:

was dismissed as ill-considered with no differentiation between several types of content and an arbitrary colour system. What this collection amounts to – and there are about thirty of them – is a decent chunk of raw material, whose direction I need to figure out.

The maps, which look like this:

were revealed to be a transitional object between my deeply rooted suspicion that every project needs a physical outcome and my relatively recent (I mean, like, fifteen years ago) acquisition of the knowledge that that simply isn’t true.

I’ve been painting these maps for years but managed to get through a Fine Art degree, six years as a practising artist, and the first half of a three year MA without telling anyone about them. I kind of already knew what my course leader told me, but I needed to be told by someone whose judgement I respect, and in a safe space. I best enunciated this via the stories section of my Instagram account @UnsolicitedArtistInResidence so please do take a look, and follow for my semi-daily musings on the whole thing.

By far the most valuable aspect of my Fine Art BA (2009-12) and now my MA has been the one-to-one tutorial. For me, a good tutor is far more important than a library, technicians, and any equipment you can access on your course. Because of this, a good tutor can make or break the art school experience, and I’m thankful that I’ve had a few that have really understood where I’m coming from and what my intentions are, and in that I include my current MA course leader. In a way, the MA isn’t just about figuring out what kind of direction I want to take my practice in. It is also an opportunity for me to observe some great tutors at work, to absorb their methods, and to see what works and what doesn’t, in advance of what I hope will be a career doing the very same in the not-too-distant future.

So my tutor was very encouraging about Walks With Other Artists, and there was this weird moment – gratifying, but weird – where we were figuring stuff out through conversation, and he was teasing information and ideas out of me, encouraging me to pull apart my thinking, and to not be too harsh on myself either, and at the same time we were both aware that a great teacher/student moment was occurring, and that I was mentally noting down his methods.

I left the session walking on air, and I feel like he might have, too.

One thing that came up during the session was the spoken word material I had produced during the first year of the course, its personal nature and its emotional content. We got into what I had really been shooting for with this and earlier work, and it came down to the kind of direct emotional connection that most of us would associate with music. In a sort of ‘no work of art ever moved me to tears’ kind of sense. The spoken word did, and it’s no coincidence that it feels like the truest work I’ve ever made. I think this may be the reason I’m going on one-to-one walks with people. The emotional connection, the talking, the rhythm of walking, even the fact that my favourite bit about university if the solo tutorials, all of this combined with my natural inclination to oversharing; it all adds up to this project. I guess I’m saying what better way to create emotive work with a personal touch – something with feeling – than to take my ‘viewer’ on an experience that involves only me and them.

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Callum has been fine-tuning his field recording equipment and Walks With Other Artists’ first walk is booked. On Sunday March 10th I will be walking with director of OSR Projects, Simon Lee Dicker.


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My Walks With Other Artists project is based largely around the premise that both mine and the life of the other artist is enriched by getting together and going for a walk. The work, at this stage, seems to be the taking time out to get outdoors, to exercise, and to meet people and engage in one-to-one talks with them. A physical artwork may well emerge, but for now the project is all about the walking and the talking.

Because of that, I require the use of audio and visual recording equipment – it simply wouldn’t do to take notes and walk and talk all at once, and it’s guaranteed that, should I wait until the end of each walk to record my thoughts, some detail would be lost. It would also be unacceptable to simply point my phone at my fellow walker in the hope of capturing the essence of our experience. Not only, then, do I require the equipment to record these walks, I also require an audio/visual team.

This is Callum. He’s currently studying MA Wildlife Film-Making, and will be accompanying me and my other artists on our walks throughout 2019. His job is primarily to document, but he will also be making a film of his own about my project, and may well intervene during the walks if he feels the discussion needs it, or indeed the physical walk.

Last week we went out for a walk around Bath. We took the canal along to Widcombe, then headed up through the fields alongside Prior Park (National Trust Property, a wall and a field out of our reach) to Combe Down, which we crossed and then descended to Monkton Combe and the valley below, where the canal crosses the railway by means of the visually stunning and architecturally staggering Dundas Aqueduct. Our walk ended with a five mile stroll back into Bath along the canal, returning us to our start point in Larkhall.

We talked about my vision for Walks With Other Artists, how I imagine each walk will begin with an introduction to the artist’s work, followed by the location, and why we are there, what it might mean to them, before getting into the question behind the project, ‘What’s the difference between a non-artist and an artist doing a walk?’

I think it’s important to note at this point that the question might change a little. It already feels quite clunky – it might work better as ‘What does an artist bring to a walk that a non-artist doesn’t?’ or similar.

We talked about the necessity to constantly record, in case of missing something that could be of value in editing, and also whether it made sense to stop talking whilst walking uphill, on account of the heavy breathing.

For Callum this preparatory walk was as much about figuring out the practicalities of on location filming as it was the project itself, and he soon realised that the audio recorder on his camera wasn’t enough, and that he would have to bring a separate piece of audio recording equipment to our next outing.

The weather was crisp and bright, and as we sat by the aqueduct with our beetroot chutney and brie baguettes, I told Callum about the half dozen artists that have already responded positively to my invitation to walk, and some of the locations that have been discussed. This led us to ponder over where this project might take us, should the small matter of timings, paid work, and funding all fall into place, and it was hard not to get carried away in the excitement of it all. So we did just that, and allowed ourselves to grow giddy at the thought of a years-long project, leading to a documentary film and exhibition in 2020.

There has to be some dreaming, doesn’t there?


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