They’ve suggested I resubmit my application for ACW funding. I don’t know, and yet I’ve thought of little else all week. There is fear, certainly. Will I be rejected again? The project needs a rethink and I’ve done it. I’ve rethought.
And I wonder if I can do it. Just draw, that is. Just draw in front of people, in front of the people who I am drawing. After all I do it in the coffee shop but in a gallery it will be different. I long to try it.
No, that is not quite true, I want to test myself, to see what I can do in the glare of the public eye. Will they be interested? Will my prospective partners and indeed the funders be interested? Is just drawing enough?
