I went on a brilliant course at the weekend – 'Crunch' video editing with Impossible Theatre. Had a great time, trying out lots of ideas and not worrying too much about whether or not it's 'good art'.
I'd like to get back to the studio and continue with this open approach. No deadline, no outcome required. That's always when the best things happen.
Not sure when I'll get chance though. Last Thursday I wrote down all the tasks I have set myself, then tried to allocate slots in my diary between now and September to get everything done. It was like a jigsaw with too many pieces and it's so hard to prioritise.
Being good at planning and organising my time is a double edged sword. It means I get a lot done, but I always feel under pressure, which makes it difficult to cultivate said 'open' approach. I feel like something needs to change, but not sure what. The Crunch weekend was a great breather.
I think part of the problem is that since moving I haven't really found any mates to relax and pass time with, so the busy part of my life fills the gap. So – I'll add that to the list – make more time for making friends.
