‘being so restless its hard to sit still’ circle 0, 1, 2 or 3?
Portsmouth February 23rd
Differences: Woken at 6:52 by the children next-door – first time this year I have not done this myself between 4-5am – reason I couldn’t sleep Friday night so did not drift off till 3am. I am not sure which is worse – cant get to sleep – broken sleep or fear’o’clock 5am – at least I can lay there either way and after a few minutes calming down think semi-straight without the interfearences, contagiousness of ‘i am here only due to others mistakes’ syndrome – invented by other people as control – remind myself before this ‘outside weathering’ starts that i am worthy of a job description as an artist of sorts.
wait and
watch
ideas accreted and forming
moving
moving ever-so slow
my stop framed
animation continents
drifting
split and separate
finding unconformable honest positions
to trace reality from age to age
story’s
of once jigsaw fittings
only slightly eroded but obvious from above
traces Konfirming their previous existence
today the electrics are sorted – outputs – inputs – conditioners – smoothers – fuses – leads – all questions generated answered with a single call plus later experimental testing – all usable – all now Konfirmed – another ticked box on a lengthening list.
