‘Committing the rites of access’
Portsmouth – Brighton – Portsmouth 2nd May
Not officially a project day
May Second List.
1. Wake at 3:45 in punishment for sociability
2. Snooze with Radio after cat bites me – we both are Innocent
3. Leave for train – forget trolley hidden behind picture – break ‘soundmaker’ as it slips from grasp – return to house and miss train by 1 minute.
4. Over arching feeling of wrongness envelopes me as I now have to break my rules and change trains un-alarmingly with a cup of tea
5. Enduring fresh sprouting rape fields (yellow brings synaesthesic fears and revulsion’s) intrusions with eyes closed I tweet
Avert
My
Eyes
Don’t
Return
Their
Gaze
As
Some
Pass
Near
Some
Far
I will
Slip
Passed
Unnoticed
By
Shine
Grown
Yellow
Awakened
By
New
Sun
RTs follow
6. Note in mapping book that I have Spotted train spotters at Hove just before we arrive at Brighton
7. Arrive – walk to meeting – cold Sun shines but take the direct path
8. Settle into the meeting which whilst revealing secrets not to be told adds rules to my part of the forthcoming symposium
9. Tea at lunchtime with ACE friends knowing there may not be another visit – talk about KS and June 14th
10. Loose people temporarily – scattered – but fine – feeling of loss starts to dissipates
11. More planning suggestion and observations – all unlimited in honesty and outlook – aspergers plain talking
12.Shopping for KS in the ‘toy field of joy’ with research observation – gathering snippits for later hibernations
13. Walk to the uncaught train
14. Imposed crowded conversation by supersocks and friends – their unpleasant joking for all to be overheard.
15. Break journey – arrive at Pallant House Gallery to collect work – conversations
16. Home to unfortunate words made before bathing – found to become insoluable with testing
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