‘The fogs of snore’
Portsmouth 29th May
Been so busy making its been hard to find the time to sit and write about this. As someone with dyslexia I am often stopped by the ‘thought’of writing rather that the effort of doing so or working out what to write about – a bottleneck in my head
often too I am so tired out at the end of a day or when facing deadlines doing other stuff during the day – the discipline of starting with a retrospective post flies away before my hands settle on the substance to mold.
This is not an excuse just a firm reality. does it distract – yes, does it hold me back – yes to a degree – would I swap for anything including loosing that fear of writing?
no not at all
I believe I am whole.
So where am I at 16 days to go
This last week I have been sitting in the studio or the dining room table a flood of paperwork in front of me converting the words numbers and notes in-front of me into sequencer coding – then after a steep learning curve on some of the equipment entering 1200 notes by hand over the weekend – sore thumbs – playing them and sculpting the results – being filmed Monday experimenting – deadlines to get to the film maker Sunday 2nd – 4 more intensive recording – experimenting – learning days ahead.
Also I have fitted in a press interview at the studio – in-depth looking at aspergers and dyslexia affecting the artist process, REF meetings at the University but no time off – artist 247 and still just breathing.
still finding
Patterns
in the
mist
