‘Not sure anymore’
Day 9 Portsmouth
18th August 2013
I am slipping again after the weekend which was very dark – very dark – after day followed dreams and nightmares with same but real horror – I lay awake again most of the night on my own – but then again today I made some images from my pattern finding in at Mozilla – was a relief
but then I am really looking forward to Tuesday – Up to Cambridge – my last official visit before main project end date 30 August – asked out of the blue after last visit.
Unfortunately
I had to turn down some research as test subject
was asked but regretfully I declined this time as physically couldn’t do it
just
exhausted still
a stressed artist 247
Not sure
I want
To close
My eyes
As
that’s
When
My
Fearful
Imagination
Becomes
My reality
For a few Years
till I wake
Tomorrow Morning
