was my reaction to thinking that sometimes there just aren’t the words to talk about something and when there are the words, those words are so burdened by their previous usage.
at my realistion that visual communication offers new possibilities
that in using the visual word it becomes about expression and researching thought visualisation but still is limited by words when coming to mediate and understand it.
the gate is currently propped shut due to wind and it really needs fixing or replacing. the options are many and are taking time to work through, however the gate still remains in daily use.
my other live blog is under review and i see now that i need to move on from possible futures
this evening i go to an opening, i just hope the gate can take it.
“i don’t want you to resent it”
i’ve been having a lot of conversations about the voluntary endeavours that i’m currently engaged with and this line has recently surfaced within one.
i find it very easy to find voluntary positions, or generate them within evolving ideas. what i’m finding though is that as these ideas get worked through, the longer they take to realise, the higher risk of points of pressure of resentment. these are not good for my state of mind or wellbeing.
i turn and look the other way to funded opportunities and another well being issue arises, that of regular verbal contact. i seem to be talking with individuals who are so connected to so many people that their contact time is so very small and i thrive on spoken word interactions.
this is the way of things.
note to self: protect my well being to ensure continuation and thriving ness ness.
into a new year. chances.
i continue to accept that i am where i am and now and again i cry.
i continue to wait for my ma interview part two.
i continue to accept that i am who i am and occasionally i cry.
i continue to make marks, take photograpghs and attempt to make an interactive bounded space.
i continue to accept that my feet will become cold when i sit to write things. i remedy this by walking.
alan watts speaking about money