My application for a year’s unpaid leave has been approved!
I am excited and scared!
Mostly excited! Knowing that I have the option to return to work (security) is great. I think that knowing that will create the (safe) space for me to really invest in being an artist … being myself. This half-way stage is perfect for someone like me – full of ideas, easily distracted by others’ demands … requests … projects, and slightly risk adverse.
Notes to self:
- the year is for my practice – this must include time in the studio playing with materials
- prioritise activities and projects that are rewarding and sustainable
- research and develop long term ways of being
- take risks – start small if necessary
- build relationship and networks – talk with people, ask questions
- be kind to myself – allow myself to make false starts and mistakes
- think of the year as a second ’foundation’ year!
- be open … to change, opportunity, possibility
I have to admit that I really hope that someone is employed to cover my ’sabbatical’ – I am a little nervous that they may not be. I expect to find out next week when I speak with my manager. If no-one covers my leave then it will leave me in no doubt as to how my work and programmes are valued.
Now I have two intense days (despite one being a bank holiday … it’s not an artist’s holiday after all) of proofreading for the Supermarket Art Fair. Best get on with that!
